Is it better?

Well I accomplished my goals this week of praying, reading scriptures, and starting my next step in personal progress. I am sad to report, however, that it wasn't very heartfelt. It was just a robotic thing I did all week. It was a really stressful week. I fought all week with my husband, Adam wrecked the car - totaled it, and my oven went out on Thanksgiving day. So we ate our dinner with no turkey. My aunt is about to die and my mother has been in one of her manic episodes for days. My sister came into town which was nice but we stayed up really late most nights so I felt like crap.

On an up note, I had a meeting with the bishop today. He is soon inspired. I can't really go into detail what he told me but it was an answer to my prayers. I have been struggling spiritually for a couple of months now. I have been going through the motions but not really feeling much. Today, I hope is the beginning of a change in that.

So, my goals this week:

• Pray every day - even if it is rote. I have to make sure it's a habit
• Read my scriptures every day
• Continue working on my next step in my personal progress
• Attend the temple