I totally failed in every way for this week's goals. I didn't get my table cleaned off for a study area until today so I didn't do scripture study other than listening at night. I also canceled my temple appointment because I wanted to get my homework done early in the week so John and I could spend 2 1/2 days looking at the Parade of Homes. I totally put everything in my life above my Heavenly Father. I started my period yesterday and it was super heavy today. Because of my spiritual death for the week, I didn't go to church today-using my heavy flow as an excuse. I felt like crap all day. I owe Him more. I feel terrible.
My goal this week is to pray sincerely every day. I need to get back to talking to Him. When I do that, I want to do the other things more. I hate the way I feel when I let life get in the way of my relationship with him. I really need Him.
We all have those times when this happens. I like that you are starting over with something basic. It is amazing how much the little things make a big difference.
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