Dead

 I feel spiritually dead. I have felt pretty empty for a while now. Now that I'm in primary, I don't get filled spiritually like I used to by going to Sunday School or Relief Society. I've been too exhausted to do much at home. I haven't been to the temple since March and I've just been empty. 

Last week, after prayer and a confirmation from the Spirit through a Sacrament talk, I told the bishop I was empty and needed to be released from my callings. Without missing a beat, he said that my blessings would be withheld if I didn't serve. We talked about other things, and he passively aggressively threatened to take away my temple recommend. 

Needless to say, it certainly did not help my situation. I have felt like garbage all week. 

My goals this week are to read from my verse-a-day book and say my prayers.