I Failed

I hate the feeling of  failure. Especially when I know it is my fault. I had a crazy week, but I know I could have done better. I only have a few words memorized of The Living Christ. I listed on only one or two talk. I don't think I read in the Book of Mormon at all. I can't believe I failed so horribly. I know I can do better.
I know I need to concentrate on my spiritual goals above all others. I will do better this week. I will listen to a conference talk each morning. I will read from the Book of Mormon each day. I will memorized the first paragraph of of The Living Christ.
 I did have a great spiritual experience this week even though I was less than stellar in keeping up with my goals. I had an assignment to find a talk or article by a general authority about finding the truth. I read and learned from a talk by Elder Evans. As I read it, tears ran down my face. I know that it is the work of God. I know I need to do the simple things to bring myself closer to the Lord. I know that it makes me feel happier when I do. This week is the start of me getting back to these good habits.